Friday, 25 May 2012

Off-centre

I have been really teary today.  I snapped at Mr this morning after he said he thought he felt the baby moving while hugging me in bed last night.  I got really angry at him being excited.  It was stupid.

I think it is because I am finding it really hard to be excited at the moment.  I feel awful.  Physically.  The nausea has subsided, but it has been replaced with constant dizziness and head-spinning.  I have spoken to my GP about it, but she said it is just low blood-pressure, and apart from keeping myself hydrated, and slowing down, there is nothing I can do to stop it.  But it feels awful.

I'm not sure if that is contributing to how I am feeling emotionally, but I just feel really cautious about this pregnancy.  I am not excited.  Not yet.  I think I will be, but at the moment, I just feel sick, not pregnant.

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